I don't know what it is with me. I pine for a trip can't wait to get away and then I get all ambivalent about going away. I have the time, the money the desire but then the irrational fear about losing everything, being poor and having nothing. I realize that is the negative part of me trying to stop me from living my dream. No matter what, I am going, traveling to parts known and unknown.
So here we are and tomorrow we fly. I have a 5:45 am flight which means I should be at the airport at 4 am so I am at 3 am actually before 3. I could not sleep much. Who can when they have that early a travel wake up?
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